[ if there was anything good to come out of this "environment" it would be that lavi has been forced to be better at reading into people's feelings and empathizing with them more. perhaps to his detriment in some ways. ]

I was looking for you; I'll have time to spend with the others but— [ how does he say this? what's the best way to approach it? he could just say it out from the gate but that would be unkind and they both deserve better than that.

he thinks back to just earlier in the week between a comical and clumsy "lesson" between a few of the others in his dorm. how he had played music for them and... he really had been focused on himself instead of anything else. ] —Dehya was the one who held your secret, correct?

I wanted to know if she mentioned anything to you that might have played a factor in what happened.